I am a sentimental fool

Dear Blog,

I am a sentimental fool.

Earlier this year, around June IIRC there was this old dude who temp-ed(tempted?) with us. He was this nice old guy who probably thought we were all insane.

After a while of working with him, what occured to me was, I did not want to be him. Here he was this old guy who still had to work who wasn't shit ass rich and wasn't having the time of his life!

And he was out of date! Maybe I will never be like that because I am such a competitive ass always wanting and needing to win (in my blood? since warrior genes from warrior family...).

If that wasn't enough warning, today was like really writing on the wall, I saw this guy who was still an analyst in MS. It was scary, it was like looking at myself 20 years from now.

I think I am an ass because everytime I see non-rich old men, I think of myself and go "FUCK I BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT".